March 30, 2008 Ben

an upgrade of sorts…

Well I’ve updated to WordPress 2.5 and it’s pretty sweet! Amazing what they can do with this program and still keep it free. Very cool stuff. I suggest using this software over anything I’ve seen. Anyways, enough gloating over my new venture into upgrades for my blog.

Went to a friend’s party tonight and got texted by another friend who didn’t have anything to do and seemed like they were looking for company. So Troy and I went to meet this friend and we hung out at Logan’s Road house for probably 2 hours I guess. Kind of missed a lot of the party, but it’s okay. I also realized something while I was there. I saw a very cute blonde girl (I lika da blonde), but instead of hanging around and maybe asking her out I decided that it would be a lot more fun to keep my friend company. I guess that pretty much seals it. I have lost pretty much all interest in dating. I don’t mind looking, but I’ve pretty much come to the realization that I probably won’t date again for a long time. Maybe never? Not really for lack of trying. I did the bar thing, but I’m not good at it. I did the online thing, but not really any response. So you know what?… Fuck it. Someone wants me then they know where to find me. Otherwise I really could give two shits about the opposite sex (as far as the dating aspect). I have plenty of friends who are girls and they’re all cool.

Now don’t get me wrong.. I’m not saying that I want to “bat for the other team”, but I’ve lost any and all interest in trying to impress a girl. I mean really… what’s the point? I don’t see any.. none at all. Sex I can handle myself (you may not want to hear that) and there’s a lot less drama involved in that. My friends keep me company, so there’s my companionship problem solved. So this is me.. signing off for the night and signing off on the dating thing. I’m no longer really worried about improving my body, in fact I think I’ll start smoking more cause why the fuck not? The only person I have to impress is myself and I’m not picky at this point in my life. If I’m single for the rest of my life it won’t be a huge loss. Well I’m off to bed because I’m getting up early early tomorrow. Night all!

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