Well just to clarrify, incase you weren’t able to read my last post without some confusion. I am no longer getting married. It was decided that I just wasn’t the marrying type (not by me), so here I am back at page one again. I’m slowly getting better and getting over it. I took the ring today and traded it in on a nice watch for myself. No sense in keeping a watch for no reason when someone else can be enjoying it. I have been spending time with good friends and trying to keep my mind off of my recent news though. Sometimes I just don’t understand why things turn out the way they do. I guess that’s not for me to understand, but instead just go with it and pray that things will work out. Guess there’s no real reason I need to have a wife/girlfriend and have a family. The way I’m thinking, I’m already 30 and most people are married by now. What’s another 30 or 40 years being single? Eh.. doesn’t really matter.
Maybe I will find someone to be with, maybe I won’t.. Anyways… Here’s hoping things work out!